TACOallan:
Anybody have questions, subject?
Rick:
I would like to know about guilt, and how it plays into
beliefs.
TACOallan:
Ah yes, Rick, one of my favorite subjects.
Rick:
Guilt feels emotional and beliefs seem to come from the
head-- that doesn't sound right!
TACOallan:
That sounds right to me, except rather than the guilt playing
into the beliefs, as you say, I think the beliefs in the
mind stimulate the guilt in the emotional body.
TACOallan:
Doņa Gaia used to say that "Guilt is a man-made emotion
to keep you from doing what you want to do."
Rick:
Isn't guilt just another judgement?
TACOallan:
Hmm. Guilt a judgement?
Camellia:
We feel guilt when the judge says something about what we
should have done and we believe it.
TACOallan:
Yes, Camellia has it right, I think.
TACOallan:
We are guilty when we believe the judge that says we should
have done something better or different-- that we did the
wrong thing. TACOallan: Or want the wrong thing. Or think
or feel the wrong thing.
TACOallan:
If you had the Personal Freedom, the permission, to be yourself,
totally, you would not feel guilty.
Camellia:
Does Personal Freedom to be myself mean knowing exactly
what I want to do with my life?
TACOallan:
It leads to that.
TACOallan:
It is not so much a "knowing" like when they ask you what
you want to be when you grow up. But more of the knowing
that simply lives in you and becomes action and manifestation
because there is NO resistance to it.
Camellia:
Right now I know I want to be doing more than taking care
of my son and doing personal development work, but I don't
have a clue what. How do I move from this space to figuring
out what I want to do? TACOallan: Well, I repeat, I do not
believe that it is a "figuring it out" process.
TACOallan:
It is a real Knowing, when there is no resistance from the
Judge's stories about what it should look like. It just
IS! TACOallan: And it changes.
Camellia:
So, you are saying that if I have no resistance, then I
will know.
TACOallan:
The mind would like to think there is this one thing that
you will do when you know what to do. When you grow up.
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TACOallan:
It is actually always in us. It always is arising in us.
And the Story Teller gets hold of it, and the action dies.
TACOallan:
The Story Teller "shoulds" on your ideas.
Rick:
So then we don't take action?
TACOallan:
Exactly, Rick.
TACOallan:
The energy arises from within, heading for Action. The Story
Teller takes the energy and runs it through such a complex
maze that it never comes out the Action end of the system.
TACOallan:
Guilt is one of the favorite stories in the maze.
Rick:
Good visual.
TACOallan:
Like a rat in a maze!! Only rats don't feel guilty, as far
as I know. And rats don't make their own mazes. Only the
human mind has that capacity. We are special. We make the
maze, we get lost in it, and then suffer and complain about
it.
Camellia:
Guilt= "I should take action on something or I shouldn't
take action on something." Integrity= "I want to take action
on something."
Camellia:
I choose to take action on something because it makes me
happy.
TACOallan:
Or, "I act."
